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I wonder sometimes about how I came to be so lucky; B is a wonderful husband (unsung hero) and of course The Kids are amazing. I've been reflecting on the past ten years and so much has happened; so many times things could have broken down. Before we got married I gave B a free pass [...]

Lupus & Me

Lupus has taken its toll on me and my biggest fear is the effect on my brain.  I can feel the cognitive loss- it frustrates and scares me that I now need twice as long to understand simple things.  When I try to explain this loss to my doctors I usually get a look like I [...]

Small victories

Today was a good day. I don't often get to say that and it feels good!  The sun was shining, the temperature hit double digits, the clouds stayed away and I was up and about!  I even managed to get some time to myself. To be able to get my own medicine from the pharmacy, [...]

Glue trap

It is strange feeling to be so stuck- no matter how hard I try to escape it's pointless; there is no escape.  The harder I try the more tired I become and the worse the pain becomes until I am so exhausted that I just want to lie down and die just so the pain will stop. Before [...]

I’m almost finished

Over the past week I feel like I have been glued to my computer.  The new bank manager couldn't find all the documents we submitted so that all needed to go again and it took longer than I expected. (I miss my old bank manager...) Then came the venue booking for M's 10th birthday party [...]